Some mental illnesses may seem that bad to the individual. I just wish she would have gotten the help she needed. I hope she at least tried to get help, some don't realize they need it until it is to late.
In some peoples eyes that is the only way out. When I was stationed at Seymour Johnson we had a newly trained MP on the flightline that was away from home and his girlfriend for the first time (she had gone off to college and he joined the USAF). He went and picked up his mail at lunch, got a dear john letter and 2 hours later proceeded to empty an entire magazine from an m-16 set to auto into his mouth. Craig
Its always so unfortuate to hear of something like this, because the life taken was likely out of despair and/or immense grief. Its hard to understand what was going through her mind. Perhaps bad medical news or related to a loved one. Perhaps she was mentally unstable recently. Who knows? I can't pass judgement on someone like this because we all have ups and downs and many of us do not know how far down we can be put before we come unglued so to speak. We don't know her mindset and we don't know her heart, so the only thing I can say is that I hope that her family can come to grips with what happened and move on. If she was a good woman and loved by her family, hopefully they can still hold their heads up high and realize that we are all human and that sometimes the world gives out more than what some can bear. Its a shame, however that she felt compelled to take this course rather than seek another, but we just don't know her story.
